from
All Roads Lead Home,
released June 24, 2016
I'm always defending you
I guess I thought that this would be easy
I fooled myself completely into thinking
I had no choice no voice and no control
And all I've lost I've done it on my own
Somebody rescue me from deep inside my head
Am I the one worth saving?
Save me!
I break through the waves and find myself in open water
I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue
I never thought that I would be leading this lonely life
I'm hiding all my feelings
Inside a void a hole in my soul
I dwell in the pit so that you'll never know
I break through the waves and find myself in open water
I break through the waves and find myself in ocean blue
And I fight the pain sometimes I wish I didn't bother
'Cause it's all the same I find myself defending you
I don't know why I even try
The current drags me and drowns me alive
I don't know why I even try
I'm sinking faster the more that I fight